• 2008-01-17

    Because of you - [歌心情]

     

     

    I will not make the same mistake that you did.

    I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.

     I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard.

     I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far.

    Because of you
    I never stray too far from the sidewalk
    Kelly Clarkson
    Because of you
    I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
    Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
    I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life. My heart can't possibly break because it wasn't even whole to start with.
    Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
    I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
    I watched you die, I heard you cry in the night in your sleep. I was so young you should've known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.
    Because of you
    I never stray too far from the sidewalk
    Because of you
    I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
    Because of you I tried my hardest to forget everything.
    Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I'm afraid, Because of you.

  • 2008-01-14

    迟到 - [她世纪]

         虽然等了快一个小时,虽然嚷得很大声,虽然把报纸“啪”一声就甩了过去。

         其实并没有真的生气。

         走的时候,看到他把车停在那么远的地方。

         他说,我刚才是跑过来的。

         我说,抱歉,是我错了,是我到得太早了。

          哈哈哈哈哈哈。

         一起看看电影,一起吃吃虾饺,一起聊聊天。

         时间快得让人没有反应过来就已经溜走。

         很朋友耗在一起的时光,太快太浮,有点虚幻。

         只是,有时候,并不是因为好心情才笑,而是欢笑能够带来好心情。

  •      有时候依赖人会成为一种习惯。

         这不是爱情,只是一种惰性,对突如其来的悲伤的逃避。

         太过长久的依赖一个人,最后就像要戒除毒瘾一样痛苦挣扎才能够放手。

         

  •        可以聊天也不代表什么,可是沉默就带有某种不祥的信息。

          请不要再让我们两个人独处了,我是在再也无法忍受这难堪的沉默了。

          看来谁也无意去打破这沉默,我不知道他在想什么。

          干脆想别的事情,把思绪移开。

          于是,沉默就更加的坚不可破。

          我实在不解,这沉默从何而来,好像我们从来都没有怎么说过话一样。

  • 2008-01-14

    没想法 - [她世纪]

          最近因为忙于工作,对一切其他的事务完全没了想法。

          谁走了,谁又怎样了,已经完全无法在我心里产生任何影响。

          别人的事管不着。

          就这样了吧,不去想了。

          累~

          但是很快乐。

          每天都学会一些新的东西。

          大家就好好的过好自己的日子就算了。

          只是偶尔累得想要找一个肩膀靠一靠。

          还是追求那单纯没有杂质的友谊,

          其他感情目前只会成为负累。