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2008-01-17
Because of you - [歌心情]
I will not make the same mistake that you did.
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.
I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard.
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Kelly Clarkson
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life. My heart can't possibly break because it wasn't even whole to start with.
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
I watched you die, I heard you cry in the night in your sleep. I was so young you should've known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest to forget everything.
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I'm afraid, Because of you. -
虽然等了快一个小时,虽然嚷得很大声,虽然把报纸“啪”一声就甩了过去。
其实并没有真的生气。
走的时候,看到他把车停在那么远的地方。
他说,我刚才是跑过来的。
我说,抱歉,是我错了,是我到得太早了。
哈哈哈哈哈哈。
一起看看电影,一起吃吃虾饺,一起聊聊天。
时间快得让人没有反应过来就已经溜走。
很朋友耗在一起的时光,太快太浮,有点虚幻。
只是,有时候,并不是因为好心情才笑,而是欢笑能够带来好心情。
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有时候依赖人会成为一种习惯。
这不是爱情,只是一种惰性,对突如其来的悲伤的逃避。
太过长久的依赖一个人,最后就像要戒除毒瘾一样痛苦挣扎才能够放手。
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可以聊天也不代表什么,可是沉默就带有某种不祥的信息。
请不要再让我们两个人独处了,我是在再也无法忍受这难堪的沉默了。
看来谁也无意去打破这沉默,我不知道他在想什么。
干脆想别的事情,把思绪移开。
于是,沉默就更加的坚不可破。
我实在不解,这沉默从何而来,好像我们从来都没有怎么说过话一样。
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最近因为忙于工作,对一切其他的事务完全没了想法。
谁走了,谁又怎样了,已经完全无法在我心里产生任何影响。
别人的事管不着。
就这样了吧,不去想了。
累~
但是很快乐。
每天都学会一些新的东西。
大家就好好的过好自己的日子就算了。
只是偶尔累得想要找一个肩膀靠一靠。
还是追求那单纯没有杂质的友谊,
其他感情目前只会成为负累。







